Don't think too much :)
I miss u so much everyday as well, and I just have a normal care of u, nothing too much.
There are many ways to love, and I want you to be happy everydays as well, I love to feel you smilling and enjoying your life.
You can have a look to my photos on this website, there is one picture of u, if u don't like, I can delete it and just keep it for me :)
and many pictures of travelling and climbing with my students...