来自：
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_530dddb70100doi6.html As I fall deeper into a manic state
当我进入一个狂乱的世界
I'm a prime canidate for the gene to recieve the drug addicttraits
我就成了毒虫的第一人选（Eminem在05年退出娱乐圈的一段时间一直靠着毒品度日）
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
血压升高到不可想象的地步
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of night quil then I salivate
我仿佛在酒精的作用下，唾液开始不停的分泌
Start off with the night quil like I think I'll just have a taste
一开始我只是喝一点，感觉一下
Couple sips of that then I gradually graduate
渐渐的我开始喝多
Too a harder perscription drug called valium like ya that's great
我开始与毒品为伴，那样的感觉很棒
I go to take just one and I end up like having eight
一开始我只是吃一粒，最后我要吃8粒
Now I need something in my stomach
现在要吃点东西了
cause I haven't ate Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
因为我忘了吃饭，也许我是要一些零食和一些牛排
And you'd think with all I have at stake
你很可能认为我现在很危险
Look at my daughters face... Mommy somethings is wrong with dad I think
看着我女儿的脸，妈妈，老爸看起来有些不对劲
He's acting weird again he's really begining to scare me
他又开始怪声怪气了，真的让我觉得有些可怕
Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
他又开始不刮他的胡子了，假装听不到我的话
And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos
整天都是吃着零食
And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat
他睡在车里，抱着饼干，不停的在吃
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before,
有些时候我觉得自己好孤单，不知为何，觉得自己曾经走过的这条路
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door,
即孤单又凄凉，好像被什么东西付体，当我回到家，关上房门
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
有种穿越时间的感觉，我想离开这里
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
但是我做不到，这不是说我们去做，而是这根本就是个谎言，我不会去做
And why I just don't know...
为什么？我不知道
Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer
也许只是一瓶冰镇的啤酒
That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin year
每天都生活在惊恐之中，有一个魔鬼一直在我的耳朵里，已经持续了一年的时间
And that fucker still talks to me he is all I can fuckin hear
那个该死的魔鬼还在一直说，我能听到他的声音
Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers
Marshall过来，一起看看牛仔队和海盗队的比赛（NFL中两支职业橄榄球队，分别是达拉斯牛仔队和坦帕湾海盗队）
And maybe if I just drink half I'll be halfed buzzed for half of the time
如果我少吃些药丸一点，我会清醒一些
Who's that mastermind behind that little line With that kind of rational man I got half a mind
谁在背后操纵着这一切，谁有那种理性的判断能分给我一些
Too have another half of glass of wine sound acinine Ya I know
让我把剩下的这些喝完，这听起来太糟糕了，没错，我知道
But I never had no problem with alcohol
但是我从没觉得酒精对我来说算什么
Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch
上帝，找到墙找到沙发
I'm about to fall I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncing ball
我快摔倒了，还没坐到沙发上，我就已经跌倒了，像颗皮球
Shit must have knocked me out
该死的，我一定是太迷茫了
cause I ain't feel the ground at all Wow what the fuck happend last night where am I
因为我连痛的感觉都没了，上帝，昨晚发生了什么？现在我在哪？
Man fuck am I hungover and god damn I got a head ache
就这样，该死的我醉了，我头好痛
Shit half a vicodin why can't I? " All systems ready for take off please stand by "
再来半颗药丸可以吗？所有的一切都将改变了，做好准备
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before,
有些时候我觉得自己好孤单，不知为何，觉得自己曾经走过的这条路
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door,
即孤单又凄凉，好像被什么东西付体，当我回到家，关上房门
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
有种穿越时间的感觉，我想离开这里
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
但是我做不到，这不是说我们去做，而是这根本就是个谎言，我不会去做
And why I just don't know...
为什么？我不知道
So I take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh
所以我吞下了一粒药丸，没错我吃了它
A couple weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high
几周的时间过去了，我一直热情高涨
Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I'm getting by
现在我只是需要它让我感到舒服一点，是的，一切都会过去的
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshaun didn't die
不去碰这些该死的事情，是的都会过去的
Oh ya there's an excuse you lose proof so you use
不要因为Proof(D12乐团成员之一，Eminem最好的朋友，就是他把Eminem带入HipHop）的死，而成为你用药丸的借口
There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through
这是新的规则，这很酷，只要你能说服你自己
It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze
现在是中午12点，可以睡个午觉了
What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes
有什么新鲜的事情，就算猫王在世又如何
Now here I am 3 months later full blown relapse
现在的我，过了3个月，病情又复发了
Just get high untill the kids get home from two homes relax
就像小孩子放学回到家一样的简单，一样的放松
And since I'm convinced that I'm in-somniac I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take 3 naps
既然大家都说我得了失眠症..我需要这些药丸我才能入睡,所以我一天睡3次
Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see
这样才能撑过这样漫长的一天
That's an ambian each nap how many valium 3
安眠药一粒才睡一次，而这药丸可以睡3次
And that will average out to about one good hours sleep
每次至少有一小时的好的睡眠
Ok so now you see the reason how come he
好吧，现在你该了解我为什么
Has taken 4 years just too put out an album b
要用4年的时间才做一张新的专辑
See me and you we almost had the same outcome he
知道你和我一样有着同样的结局
Cause that christmas you know the nomonia thing
因为你知道这样的化学药品的作用
It was bolognya was it the methadone ya think
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos
Your vcr tape cases with you ambian cr great places to hide ain't it（这3行实在看不懂了，知道的补一下啊）
So you can lie to hailie I'm going beddy bye whitney baby good night elaina
才能骗过我的hailie，我要去睡觉了，晚安我的宝贝
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in ambulance
进入卧室，关上卧室的房门，醒来我才发现自己在救护车上
They said they found me on the bathroom floor
他们说是在浴室地板上发现的我，该死的
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before,
有些时候我觉得自己好孤单，不知为何，觉得自己曾经走过的这条路
So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me, Soon as I go home and close the door,
即孤单又凄凉，好像被什么东西付体，当我回到家，关上房门
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place I do,
有种穿越时间的感觉，我想离开这里
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
但是我做不到，这不是说我们去做，而是这根本就是个谎言，我不会去做
And why I just don't know...
为什么？我不知道
PS：这是描述Eminem与毒品度日的那段很暗的生活，再坚强的男人都有脆弱的一面...