my college life
The class and study in college didn't make me unaccustomed, but made me lose the feeling that had been with me for many years and the learning feeling that I needed most. The mood is also born out of the previous freshness. Fresh things get familiar with each other slowly, and then they become unfamiliar. I really don't know whether they are integrated with me or far away from me. In short, I can't feel it any more.
In learning knowledge, adapting to life, participating in community activities and communicating with others, I found myself slowly leaving, and my already fluctuating heart gradually sank, such as being supported by a heavy hammer. From then on, I have a feeling of infinite loss, although I may have lost nothing; I feel unusually sad reality, although the sun is still shining overhead; I feel very confused in front of me, although the ideals and beliefs in my heart have not changed at all.
After a long time, I get used to college life, which is really very different from high school. There is no fixed classroom and no fixed deskmate. I have to look for the classroom in every class, and the people next to me are constantly changing. Teachers' lectures are different from those in high school, and most of them are self-taught!
At the beginning of school, there are some clubs for freshmen to participate in, and many of them say that they should exercise themselves!
大学的上课和学习,不是让我不习惯,而是让我失去了原来伴随我很多年的感觉,我最需要的学习感觉。心情也从先前的种种新鲜中脱胎出来,新鲜的东西慢慢熟悉,而熟悉之后又渐渐陌生,我真的搞不懂是和我融为一体了还是离我远去了,总之我是再难感觉得到了。
在知识的学习中,在生活的适应中,在社团活动的参与中,在与其他人的交流,我发现自己在慢慢地离去,本来就已经飘荡起伏的心渐渐地沉了下去,如被千斤重的铁锤在底下托着。我从此便有了一种无限失落的感觉,尽管我也许什么东西也没有失去;我感到现实异常的悲凉,尽管头顶还是艳阳高照;我感到眼前甚是迷茫,尽管我心中的理想信念丝毫未变。
日子长了也就习惯了大学的生活,的确和高中有很大的区别,没有固定的教室,也没有固定的同桌,上每节课都要去找教室,而旁边的人也在不停的换,老师讲课也不和高中一样了,多数都是自学!
刚开学有一些社团让新生参加,有好多都说要锻炼自己!可是去了几次后就不再去参加了,不过也有好多的确是锻炼了自己的做事能力和交际能力,其实对于我来说好像参加社团也没有多大的作用,另外学习是大学的主旋律。再美好的活动也是点缀,鲜花之绿叶位置而已,我们以后要找工作,用的是在大学中学的知识,当然也要有一些做人的道理和为人处世的圆滑!
大学四年,同样的时间,有的人顺利地到达了成功的彼岸;有的人站在原地默默地等待;有的人捶着胸口,惊叹时间飞逝,后悔虚度岁月。为什么会有这样的结果?我们不言而喻,是因为各人的奋斗过程不一样。上帝对每个人都是公平的,每人24小时,不多也不少,就看你怎么去支配它。有的人在大学里废寝忘食,挑灯夜战;有的人在大学里花前月下,风花雪月。两种不同的方式造就不同的结果。当他们站在大学的尾巴里,或许我们才会后悔自己当初的选择。